open pole nerves
hey yall! i’ve been going to beginner classes once a week for about four months and this was my second open pole session to practice all that i’ve learned. today i was literally the ONLY beginner in a room FULL of advanced individuals practicing (including instructors from the studio)!!
i try to keep in mind that no one is really paying attention to u, everyone is doing their own thing, i’m only a beginner, they were a beginner once too, don’t compare myself, etc but being in the room with them LITERALLY made me feel so nervous, dumb, and unconfident! 😫
i stayed the duration and just did some conditioning and worked on the basics but i just can’t help compare… i know i will find my flow and things will click eventually, but i couldn’t help but be nervous and intimidated 🥲 anyone else can relate?