THC TIME LOOP 200mg
When I was in high school, I accidentally took what I now realize was an insane amount of edibles, and to this day it’s one of the most terrifying experiences of my life.
I was driving home with four buddies when I found a pack of gummies sitting in the center console of my friend’s car. He had gotten them from one of his friends. Thinking they were just regular candy, I ate the entire pack.
A few minutes later my buddy looked at me and said, “Dude, what the f*** are you doing? Those are edibles. They’re 500mg each.”
I laughed it off and said I’d be fine.
Later that night I got home. I had smoked before, but only occasionally and never anything close to this. At first my heart started racing. I figured I was just getting anxious and needed to calm down and sleep it off.
I couldn’t sleep.
I walked to my parents’ room because, honestly, it felt like the safest place in the house. As I was walking, it felt like I was being pulled into the floor, almost like gravity was dragging me downward. I laid down for a while, but things kept getting worse.
Eventually I went downstairs and told my mom, “Something is wrong with me. I don’t know what’s happening.”
I sat on the couch and then everything changed.
The best way I can describe it is that it felt like I was on the Disney Tower of Terror and the floor suddenly dropped out from under me. Except it wasn’t a ride. It felt completely real.
Then I was gone.
I could still hear my dad yelling my name in the background. I remember hearing, “Blake! Blake! Are you f***ing kidding me right now?” But I couldn’t respond. I wanted to answer him. I knew he was there. I just couldn’t make my body work. I had basically gone nonverbal.
What happened next is the part I’ve never been able to explain.
It felt like I entered some kind of realm where I was trapped in an infinite loop of life and death. I would be born, live an entire life, die, and then immediately be born again. Over and over. Forever.
I wasn’t just thinking about it—I was experiencing it.
I genuinely believed I had died and this was eternity. Every time one life ended, another would begin. There was no escape and no sense that it would ever stop.
Meanwhile I could still vaguely hear my family and the paramedics talking, but it sounded distant and impossible to understand.
At one point my dad told me, “If you want to go to the hospital, twitch your finger.”
That was the only thing I could do. So I twitched my finger.
They called EMS, rushed me to the hospital, and I ended up spending the next few days there.
I’ve heard people talk about bad trips, time distortion, and thought loops before, but I’ve never met anyone who experienced something quite like this.
Has anyone else ever had an experience where they thought they died or got stuck in an endless loop of life and death after taking edibles?