Feeling lost
So I gave my first attempt of executive g1 in last December attempt and failed. I saw it coming because I knew i hadn't prepared well. And then thought I'll give both the groups in June attempt but again it didn't go well I got caught up in personal stuff and got lazy again. I only prepared for g2 and left g1 thinking I'll clear it separately this year.
Then when I was talking to my bestfriend who's preparing for ca inter and told her about my situation, she told me 'exams koi halwa hai kya jab bhi jaise taise prepare karke chale jao or attempt waste karte jao' she knocked some senses in me and told me to study my ass off and give both the groups december'26 wale attempt me.
I feel so ashamed of myself when I think that I've literally wasted a whole year. I was standing at the same situation last year at this exact month.
I had such strong motives and now I'm lacking focus, discipline and consistency.
Ive started studying seriously. And my plan is to finish the whole g2 syllabus by June then g1 by August and last 4 months solely for revision for atleast 3 times. I know it sounds dumb. And idk tbh how I'll do it but this is the last option. I just want to get done with executive by this year.
I'm 20yo currently in 2nd year of college. Anyone who has cleared executive or even a single group, I can really use your advice. Please just help me out and give me a reality check🙏🏻