Is this an okay goodbye letter, i never thought id have to send one
Hey *****, this might be the last time you receive a letter from me so I hope it's at least sorta good. I also hope you read it lol. I just want to say thank you, really. From the bottom if my heart thank you. There wasnt a single second I spent with you I felt was wasted. I still love you so much, and I never felt my love was wasted. I am still sad that you had to go, but if this truly better for you then I would have made this decision myself. You really are an amazing person, and you were an amazing girlfriend. I felt very and truly loved whenever you had the capacity for me. I understand your life is and has been hard. I understand you struggled with alot of things for a long time, and i understand youre tired. Im so very proud of you for getting through everything that you did. You did a really really good job, and im sure youll continue to do a really good job. You've done so much for yourself and youve changed alot, yet with all that change I never stopped loving and admiring you, and I never will. Im sorry youre not "better" mentally yet, but you have come a long way. Ive seen it. I helped where I could and I hope I helped at least a little. Im very sad to see you go, but i love you too much not to let you go. Remember what I said when we first met -
You are smart, and you are very capable.
You dont need anyone to measure your worth, or tell you your worth. You are smart, capable, pretty, outgoing and courageous all on your own. Im gonna do my best to move on, but ill I smile at the memories ive made with you. I hope you get better, and create the life youve dreamed for yourself. We were eachothers first everything, and im so happy I got to experience it with you. I wish it was different, but you were right, right now we would not have worked out. You typically were always right. Have fun in thailand, be smart with your decisions and live a full and happy life. Take care of yourself please, from the bottom of my heart please take care of yourself. Tell your mom and brothers thank you, and pet your dog for me when you get home.
Good luck, and have fun ****** if you ever need me, dont hesitate to call. Ill pick up.
Goodbye, and thank you so much for being you.