Exams are making me catastrophise
I know it's not the end of the world, but it sure as hell feels like it. I've got an entrance exam for college in a few days, and I'm freaking out badly. It all feels really hopeless, and I'm half-convinced I'm destined to fail. I've always been really good at studies, but for some reason I'm fully stumped and unable to study properly, and keep getting obvious questions wrong. I've got a good support system who're not pressuring me in any way, and are always with me, but my brain won't shut up and let me relax. I feel that the stress is getting to me, and it's made even worse because I haven't prepared properly for this exam over the past two years, and am blaming myself super hard over it. Because I know I could've been better, and should've been better. And I don't think i can bear the disappointment from my friends, teachers and mostly myself if I fail. Which I mostly likely will, because I don't even feel motivated at all now. It feels better to write it all down like this, but the future feels hopelessly bleak right now.