u/Alarmed-Village-8867

hey it’s me.

the girl who had to stop because she’s pregnant. when i tell you it’s been HARD, it’s been HARD. I smoked with my first born because it helped so much with nausea. Also, because I was young and dumb. This time I want to do things the “right” way. My appetite is SHIT and i’m losing weight 😭 & my morning sickness is on 100000. My psychiatrist told me that it could very much be from withdrawal that’s making me bleh so much. Ugh I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.

Just give it up.

I will say my sleep is better than the first few days. It’s like I want to smoke but then remember “oop you’re pregnant , can’t even do it if you wanted to.” I can’t wait for my appetite to come back…

ugh. that’s all.

Ughhhhh I have such bad morning sickness these last few days and I have to get a filling today and I am SO nervous. I do not want to vomit while they’re in my mouth like any tips 😭 I want to reschedule so bad but know I shouldn’t.