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So i write poems.

Randomly, out of nowhere a wave of her memories hit me today so I wrote this for her. Its been a year since i had to let her go.

Time passes, you get busy with college, assignments, and life, and you think you've moved on. But some days, the silence just brings everything back.

It's strange how someone can go from being your everyday person to just a quiet corner in your heart.

You dont hate them, you still wish good for them.

I couldn't really tell anyone else, so I sat down and put the feeling into words. Honestly i dont have anyone to tell

Just wanted to share this somewhere. Thanks for listening, guys. Hope everyone is doing okay

Heartbreak hits differently when it happens on her birthday. Since last year, this quote feels completely true. I do not want to find someone new, because I know I will just be looking for her in everyone else. That day was supposed to be a happy celebration, but it turned into a painful ending that I never saw coming. Now, every single time I try to move forward, I feel stuck in the past. It is exhausting to meet new people when my mind is constantly searching for her familiar laugh or the specific way she used to smile. Moving on feels like a betrayal to the memories we shared. So I stay quiet, keeping my distance from everyone. I am just tired of trying.