He Got Punched
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Earlier on in this process I would have freaked out/be so scared of the present and future but these days I’m just numb. What a sad state to be in.
The crazy day we had with him (started off in an I’m dying loop and ended up leaving the house 4 times for various reasons) ended with him walking out the door at 10:30 pm talking about he was going to talk to his friend down the street about his own funeral. My brother followed behind him and he ended up knocking on a door. The woman said he didn’t know him but I guess he kept at it. Then the husband came out and punched him. I said “Well I guess he did.”
What’s got me truly nonchalant is I don’t know what anybody wants me to do. We saw the neurologist. The only way it seems the medicine works is that he falls asleep at night. They also claimed it would help with mood and aggression but nope as he cursed us out last week. And definitely not with these hallucinations, visions and claims of death. When we went to a neurologist appointment, I usually try to beat around the bush about things because he’s the room but I made sure to say everything as I figured he really needed some help medically and mentally. Yet, I still feel as though the help is non existent. The social worker sounds fake frankly. These tactics of making him feel safe and agreeing and what not is not working.