u/Cluelessventy

Gimme modern Indian baby boy names!! Pls hurry up it's for my cousin!!

Total numbness.... Tears flowing endlessly...

Why did I did that....

Literally no one.... Heart aching for comfort...

No one is there.... Aching hearts can't comfort too...

Alone... In the darkness... Crying...

Not knowing what to do....

Burden for everyone... Even to the world...

But can't end anything... No dont have that courage...

Trying to veil my sorrow with fake smile...

Why... Again fake one?

Fake promises? Can't control...

Wanted an end... But isn't allowing.....

Let me be free....

Let me love myself...

Let me explore my world with my feelings...

Will there is an end?

Pls... Someone who's really kind who can give me my predictions... Pls dm..

Um... I've been in a relationship for six months... Yeah.. ente first time alla.. pullikarante aanu... Ente first allelum Enikkum valya experience onnum ella... Coz all of mine were online (including this) and never lasted more than 1 month... He's a busy man... Ethrem naalum oru free bird aayirunnu... Friends.. family... Pinne work...Ithokke kazhinju maathre enne focus cheyyu.... Not that he doesn't cares... He does cares... He comforts me and all.. but you know... When you're the only pillar for your family you've many responsibilities... I understand that... But even if I knew it... I can't help but be greedy for his attention... Like all time... I know it's not good... Samayam kittumba pullikkaran enne contact cheyyunde... But if he's busy.. or with his family or friends.. he would ignore my call or msg... And that kinda hurts me... Even I communicated it with him... But still he repeats it... But whenever I'm depressed he calms me down... And... Since we're in a LDR I want constant interaction... But he's the type to limit calls... Like... We call frequently... But won't talk for long time... I know he's trying his best for me... But still sometimes I feel like "entha ithikoode attention thanna?"... And yeah I'm a big attention seeker... And sometimes... I drives him crazy... I feel bad about it... But he never complains... Am I being too much?