New here and hoping for support
Hi, this has been very hard. How do you watch someone who you have loved for over 40 years and been best friends, lovers and closest confidants, become disabled and deteriorated while the doctors can't figure out why? And all the time l have to take care of him and all the appointments and transportation and our old house and the rescued dog, the car, the finances and everything that we always shared--all while my heart is breaking and l am old too. We do even have home health aides, but there is still so much to do. And we'll need to scale back due to funds probably. I pray all the time and have a counselor, but it is still so hard. It's been 2 years since this started with him having cancer. It's just been very difficult. I know no one can solve my problems but me, but l appreciate a place to share. If you made it this far thanks for listening.