Story time - should I forgive her
I have taken a drop after 12 and my Best friend had joined just after 12.. but she's 1yr older ..and so are most of the people in my class so i took a chance but whenever I talk with her she indirectly reminds me of my drop year especially when I talked about my crush who was in junior class but he's 2, yrs elder she said it's now perfect since he and I were now on the same level i couldn't understand since he was a junior and then she explained he and I will join university together ..then when I talk about my crushes she is like she is busy but I am too free so I have time to look at people and I was like no I am busy too so she said but in university it's different... She feels it's a easy for me or I am misunderstanding then she highlights how people in private university can fail and even pass due to money .. even though her career and my career are different sometimes i feel drained listening to this .. may be once I join the thing's will get alright .. she had always been the one who i would talk about anything and she always listened but these differences led to this .. she doesn't know yet i how I feel