u/DeepDivingTurtle

One day I’m skin and bones and the next i suddenly look slightly overweight. Starting to believe that it’s extreme amounts of swelling that comes and goes.

Ive been going through something traumatic for the past few years. I’ve noticed I’ve created this other person that handles all the hardships and challenges for me. This person shows up sometimes when it’s really hard and i sometimes even act like this person. I’ve heard about this mental illness where your mind creates alter egos and you don’t remember anything that the other alter egos did. This isn’t it. It’s more like an incorporation of his personality into my own. I’m a woman and this “person” is a man. I’m not trans and I don’t want to be a man I feel like my mind just created this really tough guy that can handle anything. The thing is that when he comes through I sort of act slightly masculine accidentally. People have pointed it out and it’s making me insecure. Is this normal? Should I do anything about it?