I'm experience shaking like electricity moving inside my body without it moving especially at evening since a few weeks, while my twinflame is resting / heading to bed (time zone difference)
Do you also feel this and why does it only appear at night ?
Thanks a lot
Do you sometimes experience anxiety that doesn't seem to be link to your experience ? Could it be from your twinflame ?
I sometimes feel stress without any reason and it seems to come from nowhere suddenly
I've met her 2 years ago, she has been working in the spiritual industry for more than a decade. We did meet many time for classes and private sessions but always in a professional context for 6 months before I came back to my country. I was asking her for clarity regarding our connection when I was seeing her but she was going back and forth, sometimes showing her affection or saying that she loves me sometimes saying that I made it up and that it was only professional. She always put a boundary regarding our relationship, asking it to be professional only even though we both know we are twin flames.
The think is, we continue talking for a few months (a few messages once a month) being nice to each other, but when I start to ask her for help during a difficult time she didn't reply and then blocked me and kept blocking me everywhere one social network after another for 6 months.
She shows sign of being avoidant and she seems to be the DF. She is in a relationship (distant one, they are not living together). I've been chasing almost the whole time but I don't care anymore, not chasing just bored about life and trying to figure out what I want, nothing excites me anymore but I'm not depressed or struggling. We also have a big age gap, I'm 26 and she is twice my age, in her 50's. I've always been fine with this connection, but honestly I'm starting to be more distant and scared the more she is running, considering the risk of this "relationship" for my mental health if she was ever reaching out again.
Therefore I'm struggling to understand how she can maintains no contact for so long and why she is doing that ? If you experienced something similar or have any idea I'm listening.
I also would like to continue the spiritual training I started with her (probably next year) but with how things are I won't risk it and she probably would refuse me anyway.
Did you reach a point where you couldn't tolerate your family behavior, not respecting you, treating you badly or considering you like the nice person that will always do what they ask, etc
I'm quite disturb by both of my dreams last night.
First I dreamed that I was pregnant but since I didn't wanted the baby, after 9 months it was said that I would not give birth and my baby will died since my body wouldn't allowed me to give birth since I didn't wanted to baby in the first place.
Then, I was in the mountains with my parents and I dream of a bird / green snake (short and big body but flying and looking like a snake) that was bitting my clothes.
Could you please help find the meaning, I'm quite lost and they were disturbing to me
Thanks everyone
Hello everyone,
I was doing much better, I was the chaser and I'm more detached now. I went through difficult times and my life is more stable now, I have regain financial and mental stability. However since a couple days, I'm feeling depressed without any goal or anything to work towards, it's very unusual for me as I've always had big dreams, etc
Did that happen to you ?
How did you find your "happy state" back ?