u/Deep_Sea_Div3r

I don’t know if I have the will to live anymore. Everyday I think about what my ex did to me. I think I finally hate him, and then, nope never could. I miss him honestly. Despite everything, he was my best friend. I genuinely thought I’d marry him. I’ve never truly thought that about any of my partners before. Now all I do is go to work and rot in bed. My room is an absolute mess right now. I’m really looking forward to my day off so I can clean up and spend some time alone. I just get so upset when I think about him being with other people. When I think about him saying the same things to them. Ugh. Why can’t I just let go, forget, forgive, and move on? I worry so much for him.