Rant !!
Hi 😭
I’m just here to rant a little and get my frustration out because genuinely everything has been so messy lately
A few weeks ago Instagram randomly suspended my account. Then when I tried to get it back, somehow my personal account also got suspended
And then I was given only two options. Either keep my personal account or keep my writer account.
And obviously I had to choose my personal one because there are years of memories there, people I know, chats, everything. So I had to let go of my writer account.
And now even if I try to make a new account, Instagram keeps acting like I’m impersonating myself..... like hello??? I AM myself??? what is going on there
At this point I genuinely don’t even know what Instagram is doing anymore
And people might say “it was just an Instagram account, you can still write on Wattpad” and yes technically they’re right. But they don’t get that after some point your account also becomes a part of your motivation. Your edits, your reels, your readers, your interactions… all of that matters.
And in the middle of all this my laptop crashed, my phone started acting weird, and I hate writing on mobile 😭
On phone it feels like I wrote so much but then I check and it’s barely anything. On laptop I can actually feel the progress.
So because of all this I genuinely stopped feeling like writing for some time.
But then I opened Wattpad after months and saw readers waiting for updates and I felt SO bad 😭
Because I really don’t want to become one of those writers who just disappear in the middle and leave readers hanging
So I feel like I should slowly start writing again somehow
But what do you guys think
Should I make the chapter word count a little less and increase the chapter numbers instead?
Because I feel like smaller chapters might help me update more consistently and actually continue the story properly instead of disappearing again