Move on advice
I was in relationship with a girl in 12th standard during school time then everything was going super well till her 2nd year college ,it was a long distance relationship but still i manage to go and meet her ,when she reached 2nd year she met new friend most of them are boys and only one single girl
She used to call me everyday without even asking and it was very pleasuring for me ,when she got new friends mostly she call me during night and just voice no video .she went to fresher party she was dancing with a boy whom i dont know i got furiated but managed things to keep it as low as possible then she went on trip with her friends i said i also wanna join but she declined saying she doesn't want his friends to know about me
And then one day she called me when her friends are not around her talked casually and when her friend came towards her,she hangup the call and like i was some sidelined character who comes only in need that day i was full of anger and shouted at her then she switched her phone off and i was calling her like a fool again again,after that she used to tell me i am not connecting with you, and said we should pause our relationship and will come back together once things are sorted she left me right there and used to call me whenever there is need of something which i can only fulfill .
I was in extreme depression,also heartbeat is uncontrollable,i got insomnia and this. Was my exam time while she was enjoying with her friends,but still did everything to pass exam and this goes on for 1 year and after 1 year she calls me that time also my exams are going on still i attended her video call and telling me everything is finished she has been in relationship with her bhai jaisa best friend of which she told me in her 2nd year college and shifted every blame on me like i didnt made any approach to her never gone to meet her i was thinking i am the only one who approach everytime and now she has her friends and i am left alone still today whenever she shops online her address and products come into my mail and to confront this matter to her i call her but she didn't attend my relationship ended with her on jan 2023 and still today i am not able to move on.... I may be wrong in things but my love for her is pure always i have never backed down and still today i am single trying to forget still meet her in my dreams evernight