u/Define-n0rmal

I’ve been a part of this process to get him back for two months now. And just now, after yet another discard, I’m realizing that he’s doing this to absolutely everybody, not just me. I have become part of his devalued supply. My nervous system will never feel safe with him lmao. I am so grateful for this shift. Anyone who feels trauma bonded to their SP, this is not your person. Love will never make you feel this unsafe.

What’s this all about?!? It was such a meet cute moment too. Is this to help me detach from my sp, cause if so…I have a crush!!

It’s been about 2 months since actively starting. It took a lot of self concept work but I’m like a different person than I was then. I feel like, will I just have doubts until they’re back? Was this the case for yall? I don’t really get nervous anymore when I think about SP, but I’m also losing sight of him at times in my mind. We haven’t seen each other in 2 years in the 3D, but I also feel him so close to me. I am inpatient and checking the 3D which I know is not what I should be doing. I know he’s always going to be mine or that wishful thinking? Anyone else feel this way? Lol I know this was all over the place.