u/Dunny-bunny

I actually hate myself I have almost no hobbies or interests I hate almost everything and I feel like everyone I meet sooner or later just grows to resent or hate me I used to have a decent bit of friends but I can’t trust any of them and I kinda hated them so I pushed them away and now I’m all alone and I know that this is probably my fault that I’m probably doing something wrong but I don’t know what I don’t get what I’m doing I just feel like everyone hates me and that I’m not supposed to have friends what do I do?

And almost every place where you actually can make friends on the internet is 18+

(TW: talks about suicide)

I’ve been really lonely In all honesty and this is kinda just a vent I would also put the vent tag on but you know you can only do one so…

Anyway I’ve kinda pushed away all my friends because all of them are friends but I can’t trust them I can’t actually call them friends I mean I told them about my suicidal thoughts and they immediately told my parents I mean… so I just unfriended all of them and pushed them away and I just think im a terrible person so I don’t really deserve friends which also might be why I pushed them away and I can’t even kill myself now as I have no easy way to do so, so I spend all day every day doing nothing I’m just so lonely so I want friends but I can’t really make friends so I just guess I’ll be lonely😭✌️