First Year Chud
I have finished first year of uni... with no new friends! 1st semester I was chilling with friends from high school and I would have lunch with my best friend every other day. I felt very whole, even though I was just acquaintances with maybe one other person in class. Life was just sunshine and rainbows. Then my GPA became scarily low and I had to lock in for next semester. Most classes I talked to no one. My high school friends are busy or not really interested in me now, they scarcely reach out to hang or talk. My best friend is somewhat the same? She has made good friends and we rarely saw each other during the semester. Now I realize I have made no friends during first year, I only talked to people in class. And now feel I don't really have as close friends outside of college as well. Summer is coming up and I don't know what to do with myself other than be lonely in summer school, working, and being at home doing fuck all. I really feel like a giant chud. Im worried it's really going to eat away at my soul this summer, and that I will fall into a past depressed state of mind.