I’m sorry Bubba, I’ll always miss you and the kids
I should’ve never walked away when things got scary. I wish you could believe me on changing my mind about how I feel on things.
I know I hurt all of you and I wish I could’ve done things differently. I just wish I had more emotional intelligence to have dealt with everything better.
I threw away the love of my life over silly fears that might not even happen and messed it up. You might never forgive me. I won’t either. I yearn for you and think of the family I’ve lost every second of every day.
I just needed one more chance but that’s how it goes. You never know what you’ve got till it’s gone.
I don’t wanna go through this life without you. I miss you