I Get Turned On When My Boyfriend Calls Me A Foid
Hey everyone, I've been sitting on this for a while now and I don't really know how to explain it.
My boyfriend is amazing. He's sweet, caring, and treats me like a princess. But every now and then, he has these moments where he calls me annoying or tells me to shut up. And instead of being upset, it actually... turns me on???
I know it's messed up. I'm not looking for validation or anything, just trying to understand why this happens. When he calls me a foid, tells me to shut up, or make him something to eat something about being degraded like that is strangely attractive to me.
It's not like I want him to treat me badly all the time. I love our relationship and how supportive he is. But these moments... they're a secret thrill. I want him to tie me up, gag me, and treat me like the garbage I am.
Is something wrong with me?