Trust in His Plan; Day of Arafah
Last year on the day of arafah, i had an early miscarriage.
I was devastated and since i had history of depression i went to very dark place (mentally, religiously). The day that i was supposed to be due, the same day i was in Madinah and did Umrah that week(travelling all the way from Canada). This was my 2nd Umrah; the first one i did 7 years ago on the same dates (coincidence). It changed my relationship with Allah completely as well as my perspective on things and life. And ever since then i keep getting good (religious) dreams. Not only that i also worked on my depression and other issues to try and fix those.
And i finally know now why that miscarriage was good for me.
وَكَيْفَ تَصْبِرُ** عَلَىٰ مَا لَم**ْ تُحِطْ بِهِۦ خُبْرًۭا
And how can you be patient with what is beyond your ˹realm of˺ knowledge?”