AIO about my bf asking again and again
Hi! This is my first relationship so I’m not really sure what to do in this situation. My bf and I have been together for 4 months. Last month was our last day together before saying goodbye for a month. We were having sex high and I had a bit of a panic attack. We proceeded to stop and I told him I’m not really going to be in the mood for the rest of the night. He calms me down and 10 minutes later or so he tries to initiate when I said no he proceeds to say it’s our last night together.( we already had sex once 2 hours or so earlier) I reiterate my no. We then just turn on a movie. During the movie he starts touching me and groping me. I again say no. 10-15 minutes later he ask if I can give him head I still say no as my heart is still racing. He ask for a handjob I say no. He didn’t keep pushing after that.
The last month it’s all I’ve been able to think about. He’s been a great bf so far, but I’ve just been so put off by the situation. This is his first relationship too and he wasn’t upset after I said no. He just cuddled me after, but I can’t understand his desire to keep wanting to have sex after I had a pretty big freak out while high. We’re going to see each other in a couple days and I’m unsure how to even bring it up. I’ve always had a pretty low sex drive so I’m unsure if I’m just overreacting in this situation. Is this bad enough to register a break up or do I first talk to him and see.