i started to feel a little better towards my bf than suddenly an anxiety like a feeling of disgusted feeling hit me so bad like i dont feel anything total numb 😭😭i was just starting to feel something for my bf like all
whenever i think about him the rocd hits like 4 days before i was excited to buy him gifts now the thought of giving him that disgusts me talking to him meeting him there are like very few 3 minutes feelings of warm love in that also i check mentally without knowing today i had a dream of cheating was so devastated
Help pls
I dont know how to overcome i had a nightout with him and i was in full spiral convinced i dont love him but there were some genuinely months i felt all these 6 months were fake and i didn’t love him and j dont wanna breakup but the urge is so bad im depressed in anxiety i dont know what to do i want to love him like before and care for him like before pls someone help me and suggest me something
I feel like all this 8th months i didn’t live him and all
Im soo panicked i cant sleep i keeping having nightmares my body is on fire im having nightmares of breaking up and getting bored of you partner going out on other dates and i get up in panic because i dont want that i just want ti love my bf i dont why it is so difficult. Before it used to be so easy now i dont im terrified to sleep , im terrified to talk to him , he loves me so much but i dont what urge will pop out when last month i had a urge that i want to be with someone else than i had a thought that maybe im settling than i had a thought that maybe i only see him as a frnd that i thought maybe this is attachment throughout all this deep down i knew i love him but for the past 4 to 5 days im not even able to recognise that . But the thoughts of breakups just get me bonkers. I dont how to come out of this there are moment i feel warmth . Im jealous if some girls text him i cry with him laugh with him get hurt when ever we have a fight . Pls someone give me solution how can i just get out of this i want to love him i dont wanna leave me
can rocd medications give you a sudden realisation that you dont love your partner???
severe breakup urges can someone answer me atleast ??????
He booked a rapido and me also booked a rapido we spent the whole day together and we went to temple also and when he booked the rapido his ride was booked in mins but mine didn’t and also i was a bit sad he was going and all he got angry said so many things that just hit me straight into my heart and he was just cutting the call and i was devastated and all he told i made the day hell and i made it worst a the end always i do that it is useless making me understand and all it is all because me he im doing childish behaviour
I was hurt a lot hut at the same time i had thoughts like i dont love him leave him and i was screaming so badly just because i gave him space like he doesn’t like being disturbed during gym . So i thought lets not disturb him during gym and my mind was screaming like you gave space and all u dont love him and all leave him u dont love him you are texting him to check you feelings pls someone tell me its getting so hard to live like this
Im about to give up i dont know what to do how to do i feel motivated a moment than next sec i feel so off like i dont love him im faking it i dont wanna talk to him i wanna breakup but all these give so negative vibes and feelings to me like my fingers would turn into a first my body will shiver and all but i wannt get out i wanna love him but i love you also feels sick deep down i know i love him a lot but i dont know anymore i went to astrology, read and listened to podcast about rocd i feel reassured motivated and boom it drops. I feel heavy texting him back , i feel heavy when i choose myself like extra sleeping and all , yesterday he told me that he will put his phone on charge and i told ok comeback in 10 min immd my mind was like you are pushinv him so you get relief and l went bonkers like crazy crying shouting stop . What should i do ??? I want to love him i know i love him i want to marry him and all
im feeling okish i dont know but sometimes only im turned on by my partner and im not so into doing sex sometimes i do get butt when we talk about like dirty talks but for the past two days i have realised so much like ya i wanna spend my life with him but still there are so muvh doubts which still make me anxious and panic
i know i have posted alot in the past weeks but for the past two days i have been feeling alot better i met my bf today had a full blast i was so happy i was laughing so hard today he makes me happy and i cant imagine laughing like this im a long time . i want him i love him a lot still there are many doubts which i have to overcome and i know in future also i will have the doubts in very much intensity but im not gonna leave him fot anyone or anything now i also want ti give him the smile and happiness he is giving me . can someone also give some inspiring stories of them ??
can someone pls pls pls help ne underage what this is i dont know i love him i want to care for him the future and all but i feel like i dont love him im calm im getting this ick and cringe kind of feeling wnd my body knows this is not right my body just shutters by this thoughts and these tjiu are becoming definite like you dont love him you dont want to be wth him i dont what i should do its like will i be able to marry him ?
i want to care for him love him protect him but it feels like im faking it and forcing it and all and it feels like a crippling pain like why why im not able to do that on my own i love him so much i want to be like before
I do love him alot but the rocd within myself and this fights just fuels the rocd more . like after fight i feel like j dont love him and i feel irritated but when im im distance i feel immense love and im happy and when im going to show that love it drop i have be diagnosed with rocd and depression also anxiety. what should i do ??
can some one help me too ???
I feel like im using my bf for comfort and all not for love
I feel like im using him and i will fall in love with someone othet
What if in future i came to know that i dont love him and was just using him for comfort
Now whenever im telling him my problems i feel like im just using him and not loving him what should i do
this all are the current i want to love him care for him marry him have his kids and be happy but these thoughts just cause so much distress i feel tingling all over my body when this thoughts appear
can someone pls help me i dont know how to over come this i want to love him lime before but im questioning my entire rela now that did i ever love him or just using him for comfort