u/EchoFiveActual

I genuinely don't know. But when I look back on my life, all the things I've been through. My family has been through and the people around me.

I can't help but think that a world without one would be preferable. If there is no God. Nobody to blame. I can be angry at the clouds. It's unfair but it's nobody's fault.

But if there is a god. The most generous interpretation is that he is unaware. But there is a world where we have been abandoned. Everything ive been through The only thing thats carried me was my own force of will.

There has been no greater love or will to shelter me. How could i find comfort in somebody that has by all accounts turned their back on us?

And how could i not resent that?