20 year old virgin and it’s becoming really embarrassing
Hey so I’m a 20 year old male.
I have a lot of friends and I’m not even that unpopular with women I had 2 talking stages and a girlfriend even if it only lasted a short while (4 months) I already had my first kiss and pretty much all of the sexual stuff aside from sex even dryhumping with her we tried 2 times ( but i was kinda nervous and took to long to put on the condom so I got soft before it went in). but I’m still a virgin and it’s starting to become really embarassing almost all of my friends already had their first everything and I just feel like life’spassing while I’m stuck at the same spot I’m not really willing to have my first time with a randome I want it to be with someone special and I honestly don’t know what I’m doing wrong maybe I’m too nice or give off too much of friend energy but it’s so frustrating. I always used to tell myself that I just need to chill and live life but aside from those 2 talking stages and my first short girlfriend nothing has happened in that direction. Idk if I’m just going crazy tho.
Also sorry if my English is bad it’s not my first language.