3 days PP - missing my firstborn
i know it’s early, but just gave birth to another beautiful girl
my eldest is 19 months old and i am seriously so damn emotional all the time
second pregnancy was rough to say the least, so sick and tired and everything hurt so i tried my absolute best to spend as much time with her as i could, but sometimes i physically just couldn’t.
now new baby is here, the day we brought her home my toddler had hand foot and mouth like wtf, great timing lmao and i’m trying to keep them as separated as they can be, but i’m not able to play with her as i need to protect baby
regardless of this, why is it sooooo damn hard? i know it’s early but we just had this awesome daily routine before and after work with her and i miss it already
i feel like i’ve been pregnant most of the good times with her and maybe didn’t appreciate it enough?!
my heart literally hurts every second of the day
when does it pass?
you don’t realise how big your first born is until you bring the newborn home, it hits you right in the feels
she’s so big and heavy now - how does that change in just a couple of days?
i miss the 3 of us already although i love this baby so dearly