Living in a Small Sad City
I just wanna really get this off my chest, I live in a small city para sa studies ko and I have real good friends. Yet, ironically, whenever I feel so lonely and sad, I don't want to talk to anyone about it. Parang the idea of having to explain as to why I feel sad, parang wala kase eh. Like no specific reason, im just very sad and that's all. Or siguro minsan it's about my relationship but i dont want to create bad image about my partner. So i just cry on my own and funny lang minsan kase naaawa ako sa sarili ko kahit choice ko naman maging mag-isa Ahhaha pero on a serious note, minsan naiisip ko, i really want to cry to somebody but mas okay siguro if di ko kilala and di rin ako kilala, kaka ai counseling ko siguro to haha but as the title says, I'm in a small city and everyone here is a friend of a friend. Am I normal? Huhu welp