u/Educational_Job_562

Just one day I want to feel what it feels like to be joyful. Ive got this icky vibe and I can’t shake it. Don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me I just have to express what is going on in my head. I don’t know that last time I felt true joy. And I know how to fix it. I just don’t have the resources.. idk maybe it’s me but maybe it isn’t it’s who I allow to control my emotions.