M19, what should I do?
I have a female friend (22) and over the past two months we’ve been seeing each other quite a lot. We’ve had conversations that sometimes became sexual, exchanged intimate messages, and our meetups gradually became more physical. However, she often seems hesitant about taking things further because she’s worried I might tell other people about what happens between us, even though we’re both adults and nothing inappropriate is taking place. During one of our recent meet-ups in a public area,she sucked my cxck and I started doing things to her as well but then a group of 25 people walked past while it was happening and she just got on her knees again. After that, although we’ve met again, she has said she doesn’t want any more sexual contact and that it won’t happen again. This has left me confused because her behaviour before suggested she was interested. I also wonder whether my size (around 10 inches) may have been one of the reasons she was initially interested in being physical with me, but I don’t really know what she’s thinking.