u/Educational_Wing9670

Today is day 17 with no gambling. 5 figure debt. On day 1 I finally told my husband what has been going on and gave him control of all of my accounts. Attended a few GA meetings. Started counseling. Here’s my concern. I’ve not had the urge to gamble in 17 days. Is it going to hit me like a ton of bricks? Is the shame and guilt of what I did enough to keep me clean? Im afraid one day it’s going to resurface and I’ll scheme my way into another online site behind his back.