u/Eeeeeeeek00

but its probably just guilt, i ask for silence as if im begging for it and u grant my wishes but i feel a constant sinking in my midriff. its not gonna work, how can i love when im scared of u. u make me regress to a point thats cutting open my old wounds

its not ur fault ill break the silence and bring u down i feel so overwhelmed, the solace is now pure tension in the air and i dont want to be an asshole im frozen in dispair because im scared ull get mad im terrified but ill be honest if honesty kills me then whatever i guess