I had faith, I had hope, I coped... decided to play a match with wife just for fun, just to get the itch away. And I did something I haven't done in the last 700h of gameplay, for some reason I decided to talk to wylder... he ended my hope, he opened my eyes, he parried the cope. He told me the truth.
Last night wife and a friend we met while about to give up playing randos finally made it to 9999.
We got to deep 3 as duos and we got stuck, we tried randoms and we started hating the game, then a wylder joined our team and we played together for a couple months, the game made sense again and the team synergy kept growing and growing until last night when we all got to 9999. They gave us a banner (i think ,im colourblind so dont really see it different) . Now to cope that an update will come for the anniversary... thanks wife and thanks wylder for some incredibly memorable runs,and some random day 1 loses that still hurt.