u/ElectricalAbalone219

You can haze me for poor judgement, that’s fine. I thought becoming a father would fix it. Now I just have more people to abandon when I inevitably take my own life. None of it is enough. My expectations are skewed, and my heart is wanting things that just aren’t realistic for a 28 year old single father. I’m broke, all of my money goes to child support, so my only effective option is to numb myself with whatever substances I can find when my son is at his mom’s until I finally build the courage to stop existing permanently. I don’t want pity, don’t bother commenting, seriously. I’m a waste of space, just needed a place to mark the day for myself where I finally stepped over the edge.