u/ElectricalSyrup3508

The title of this post is exactly my question.
I was in an unhealthy marriage with someone who struggles with gambling & alcohol addiction, and also cheated for 8years. We finally separated 5months ago, he moved out and left me with the financial responsibilities of our kids.

The past few days, I find myself missing him and just heavily depressed. Is this right? Am I just too deep in toxicity? Or is it because I’m struggling finding someone else? Or do I just need to heal?

How do single moms in their 30’s find OK guys these days?