I am in plenty problems but I am mostly numb
Hi, I am an immigrant in Finland, and life has been quite hard, I moved here 3yrs ago, and my visa is expiring July 30 I am in like 10k euro debt, I would need at least 10k euro to renew my permit, and there's no hope of getting these.
I moved here as a very motivated person, I was going to learn the language, get a job, I had savings that could float me for a year, and I assumed that was enough time to settle in, but the reality is so much different with high unemployment rates and language barrier, I managed to find a really low paying job at the one year mark, and I was quite grateful to have some sort of income, even though it was just enough to pay the cost of living in this country, I lost the job in November last year and my life has just gone in a downward spiral since then, because I was working, I was able to qualify for a credit card, I maxed that on living expenses for the first five months and I don't have anything to live on, what's scary is how numb I get, sometimes I am scared and apply to tons of jobs, but I don't see that helping anything and this country is increasingly becoming anti immigrants, even tho I was not working I failed two courses In my final semester, I have 10 days before trying to take it again.
My family back home doesn't know how much I am struggling because I didn't tell them when I lost the job and however they aren't also in any position to help.
I don't have any resource, and I may be deported soon and I am so depressed to think of any way out (probably because all efforts have been futile previously)