u/EnvironmentalTry1860

I’m a woman who always gets turned on in a regular basis but i don’t feel like i can masturbate correctly. i’ve never masturbated til last month and since then whenever i touch my self i genuinely feel nothing and at most maybe just slightly tickling myself. (supposedly clit stimulating) i’m starting to think im touching the wrong places. penetration terrifies me as the idea of fingering my self is scary. water pressure mostly just tickles me but sometimes it’s just too much for me to handle. what do i do? how do i orgasm?