u/Fast-Cardiologist681

I used be the best student in my class do really well.Now I rank at the bottom and is on my way to fail my university.I have been depressed for 6 years it took good years off my life.I went to the doctor and she prescribed anti depressants but my parents found out and told me not to take them.I feel like I should die.My dad said I was not normal and that is not a way of life please help.If they find out I have failed I will disappoint them and break their hearts I am eldest of eight.I cannot fail.Please help I have failed my uni what do I say.They are somali parents they keep saying what is missing from your life just pray