So I messed up and cheated on my boyfriend of 4 years with my ex. Me and my boyfriend have been struggling and stopped having sex for a little while and my ex was phenomal in bed. Wasn’t worth it though. Anyways I’ve never been pregnant before I’m 34 and never got pregnant so I assumed that I couldn’t. Well , I was wrong. When I missed my period I initially didn’t panic … then came the nausea, exhaustion, and getting dizzy everytime I stood up. I was in a mix somewhere between shock and denial. We literally had sex ONE TIME. Had I not made this mistake and got pregnant I would have 1000000% kept it. But unfortunately that wasn’t an option. I knew how far along I was because I only had sex that one time. I ordered the pills off aidaccess and am very pleased with how fast and easy it was and you can’t beat the price it was only $150 whereas everywhere else was $500. Took the first pill and didn’t feel anything, took the dissolving ones 24 hours later and within 20 minutes. This was single-handedly the most painful thing I ever experienced. Idk how I made it through it took about 6 hours to pass the baby and as soon as I did that the pain was almost instantly gone. And then an extreme wave of sadness hit me when that happened because if I never would have cheated I would have kept it. I literally just figured I couldn’t get pregnant my entire life. It’s comforting to know I can though. I will also add I will never ever do this again. And I have learned a hard but valuable lesson. Abortion will no longer be an option for me if I were to get pregnant again.
Update : it’s been a few hours and I am super emotional. More emotional than I thought I would be. I can’t stop crying and I can’t even tell anyone why