u/Fast-Patience7425

I am numb, angry, and confused. This world has changed so much since I got married. I never once thought about stepping out on him. Just how can he just be done. Does he even hurt?
We have had issues in the past with him chatting and talking to others. We worked through it and I thought we were at a better place since then. I guess I never really knew him if he was so good a faking all the things.
I'd just like to know where I should start? How do I move on, heal, and meet someone new who will be true. I only ever asked for honestly, respect, and love. We promised when we got married if we ever thought we wanted out, just say it to one another before something you can't take back happens. And he couldn't even do that.