Cold shoulder
You know why you stay away .you know why you avoid me. you know it’s more than you can handle you know I know and I can’t bear just to act like it’s nothing we communicate and we pretend nothings on our mind. It’s honestly draining. I don’t know how much longer I can do it for Maybe later down the road when you’re more comfortable in your own body finally let down that one wall that ruins your relationships that makes you distance yourself from people you care about the time you notice it’s too late already done everything to push that person over the edge hoping they come back no communication hiding feelings pretending there’s nothing wrong. I can’t do that. You know that you’re pushing down pain deep down when no one can see it not me. I see everything you can deny that all you want, but we both know it’s true always knew from the first time we made eye contact from the first hug you felt that new energy that bond grew over distance scared to move forward to save both of us. We never needed each other we can save ourselves. I didn’t ask for this. I didn’t want this. It’s crossed my path now. I have it thankfully
Happy we got to enjoy the good parts of us the joyful ,funny , when it was all positive vibes no worries wonders or ifs what are we left with now this ain’t it but if we can work on better connection it’s always an option for now it’s like that …