Bf having a fetish for asian women.
A year ago i found out that he has several asian onlyfans groups on telegram, searching for specific women on X, instagram, tiktok etc.
I told him to stop that immediately and he saw me crying over that every night but i kept finding that shit for over 6months after i told him to stop.
I broke up with him because of this and then he wanted to stop doing that, now he has been only watching our own videos and pics for 2-3 months. I don’t know how i feel about that, it kinda disgusts me beacuse its the same concept but now he is just forced to look at me.
I still get the triggers almost everyday and especially when he says that he still likes japan ”for the culture”, watches anime and everytime were looking for something to watch he suggest the first anime that pops on the screen. Sometimes it feels like he is trying to trigger me on purpose.
Is there any hope getting over this situation?i really love him and we get along well but this thing still bothers me.