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That question has been going around in my head constantly the last few months. I’ve been dealt an bad hand from the beginning of my life and due to that have no footing in adult life, and I see no point to my life. It feels meaningless. I’m always wondering why it had to be me. My friends/acquaintances seemed to have had it easier but they don’t believe in a god. I try to have a relationship with him but it’s hard not to think he just dislikes me but loves everyone else who doesn’t.