ive been doing it for 3 years and have never been able to stop, i think it stopped me from feeling remorse yesterday after me and my brotheres qurbanied our pet chicken. what do i do. i pray 5 times a day and excersise, how do i stop?
ive tried before but it never works
So I got into mohnt and blade Cs of like seeing videos nd thought it was like total war but just you’re a soldier, pretty cool. I’m trying to play warband, how do I form
It’s like my soldiers have minds of their own, they won’t stay in orderly lines, won’t even shield wall💔
The bannerlord vids looked so much better and are what got me hooked but I can’t run it, so does anyone know a way to like idk bring formations to warband, get good, or any mods which would help?
Im thinking of which mount and blade game to get, never had any of them, and im wondering how warband holds up today, specifically are there still like formations in it and stuff, like with bannerlord?
any advice on fire and steel would be apreciated too ty
i just keep finding myelf edging and i know its going to make me fail eventually, but I keep making excuses to do it, any help?
so i just failed again, for the second time in two days, and im thinking maybe my foundation is wrong. Last time it was this bad, I got so annoyed that I took a knife and cut above my genitals a small line so that it would hurt me to touch it. This worked and I kept the streak until It healed. Do you think that It was because of the wound that I kept the streak, or that I was so disguted with myself to the point that I would be willing to do that, which made keep the streak?
Don't worry im not suicidal, I just need help
So I was edging to subreddits, but then convinced myself to stop and go to the gym. I ofc felt ashamed of what I I’d been doing. But then after I got back from the gym I thought to myself: ‘oh I did so good in the gym, IM GOING TO GO HOME AND PMO!’
Even though I still needed to go on a run.
So I did, I went home and pmo, but every other time I’ve failed I’ve felt ashamed, but this time I weirdly enjoyed it? I don’t know what’s going on can someone please help.
Also every time I’m leaving the gym I get urges, idk what that’s about.
But so yea now I’ve proved to myself I can refrain if I want to! But now I have to keep myself wanting to, and I don’t really know how to do that
A few days ago I joined a gym and have already been going on runs every day for a while, they said that the gym would tire me out, but I still keep pmoing. any advice?
Also, I think I have adhd and am considering taking my sisters adhd meds to combat the dopamine defeceit as I think thats what pmos been doing for me, but think that would sgtill leave my dopamine receptors fried? advice?
I probable first pmo when i was 13 to a news article on that parody site about celbrities. [to emma watson😭] and i haven't been able to stop since. I've recently realised that both my brothers are 6'2 , whilst im only 5'9, and suspect it's because i might've been the only one who was addicted during puberty. Even with all this, even with me acknowledging that it's holding me back, even with the brain fog, I'm still not able to stop, please someone give me some help