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My upper lip is always the first place that starts sweating. So embarrassing when you’re talking to someone and you can feel beads of sweat forming and you don’t want to wipe it because you don’t want to draw attention, but then the other person sort of wipes their upper lip because they’re subconsciously trying to get you to wipe yours. GOSH.

And then the embarrassment of having a sweatstache makes you nervous, so you sweat more and it’s just this awful cycle. So dreadful but kinda funny.

I’m on day 5, but I’ve tried quitting many times before with my longest stint being 6 months. Almost all of my friends are stoners and I recognize that I can’t really hang out with them for a while because it’s very tempting to smoke when I’m around them.

Logically, I know I should go out and try new hobbies or activities to make sober friends, but my mind tells me that sobriety is boring and so are people who don’t smoke. The thought of hanging out with sober people feels like a waste of time.

I recognize I have a limiting belief that people who are sober lack something that stoners have, a sort of fun or engaging personality that I won’t find in well adjusted, sober people.

Has anyone else felt this? Does it go away?