I’m so scared
TW: su*cidal ide*tion
I’ve been dealing with horrendous anxiety since around October of last year. I’ve been taking .5 mg Ativan pretty much daily since January, and I’ve been on 90mg cymbalta for many years. I keep having fleeting thoughts of suicidal ideation and it’s getting worse and so is my anxiety. I can’t function, I’m scared I’m allergic to EVERYTHING, I have like 5 safe foods, agoraphobia etc. Also diagnosed with OCD.
I have a prescription for lamotrigine but I’m so scared to take it because I think I’ll be allergic to it. I need words of encouragement because the thought of taking it is making me panic 🥲