I was only recently diagnosed, so I don’t know much about it, but seriously, why the hell do I feel so empty? Why do I always feel like something’s missing? Is it just something about me? When the hell will I be able to feel good, stop hating myself and finally feel like I deserve something? Either I sabotage myself or people get bored of me. I hate myself; I’m the worst. I’m autistic and have BPD. My heart hurts. Help.
I’m 20 (male) and new to this community, but I’d love to find someone who appreciates my art and wants to chat so we can learn and get to know each other better. I feel my art isn’t very common—at least I rarely come across people who like it—so if you’re up for it, that would be brilliant.
Please make sure you’re over 18.
21 (m) Hi, I’m a bloke with autism and BPD. Everything in my life has always been a struggle, but I try my best – yet it just doesn’t seem to be enough. Because of my autism, people find me strange, and because of my BPD, I’m unstable, so I’ve never really had many friends. Is there anyone out there who feels the same way, someone I can talk to who won’t judge me?
Hi, I’d suspected it for a while, but I was finally diagnosed today, and they didn’t tell me much about it. Could you tell me something you would have liked to hear when you were diagnosed?
I’m 21m, and because of my autism, making friends feels impossible. But as if that weren’t enough, it seems I have BPD, and that makes me feel completely unstable. The constant urge to find out how someone is doing and the insecurity of wondering if they really care about me—it’s killing me inside, it’s awful. I try everything so that people don’t drift away, but all these psychological issues just make them leave, as I’m too much for them to handle, and deep down I just feel it’s my fault. No matter how hard I try to be better, I’m something nobody asked for. I hate myself.
Thanks for reading my pointless ramblings.