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Why Bugs 2: Pt 2

Okay part 2 got long, this may need a part 3 for what I had planned. At least pt 3 will have more time with Ashirl

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Memory Transcription Subject: Marianne Louise, Sillis Emergency Relief Liaison

Date [Standardized Human Time] March 13, 2137
Time [Adjusted Sillis Time] 2945/3600

My job continued past nightfall, the line itself staying unending until I ran out of food to give out. The grain was my lifeline, being able to fill barrels of it and thus sacks to put into the bags given away. No one will like the taste but soups can last longer and be more filling, especially since water was no issue. No, reiteration, *Clean* water was no issue. The moss that makes up the pedestrian paths and covered buildings hold plenty of water that stays clean. So, boiled starchy fruits and grain are getting a lot more common. Anyway, that grain was easy to give to a lot of people relative to the fruit and vegetables that I ran out of a while ago. 

 Perhaps there were fifty Tilfish left in line, I think more, that I had to make leave. It sounds good that there were only fifty left out of the original growing massive line, but I know enough to understand that these were the desperate and smart. Plenty others still don’t dare to approach me or accept human controlled food, even out of desperation. Fear in both themselves and carnivorous ‘overseers’.

That’s actually a new nickname I’ve heard when they think I’m not listening when they talk about the UN. I don’t care, but I suppose it’s a neat sounding name. 

Fifty Tilfish. I wonder what they were thinking when they had to go empty handed. Footed? When they left without the food they expected. I hope they came just to fill a gap they already planned to cover with their own reserves. Those preserves finally have a true purpose aside from gifting since the raid. But if they were here because they had, truly, nothing else, only waiting to fight their urges from my sight… It is only a sad thought. 

ERL, Emergency Relief Liaison, it felt like a joke. 

I have no power as an Ambassador here, no other route to aid in food allocation besides what my predecessor has already done. Technically, I was supposed to have a UN transport vehicle, but I was never afforded one. Doubt anyone would take my offer to bring them to the Embassy for ration cards anyway, they’d rather walk for days on end for that. Fuck you, Marlirnt.

I made way for the pantry and fridge for a look at the damages. It’s an empty pantry and fridge. Maybe there was a little grain left at the bottom of the barrels, just morsels. None of this would be filled until my claim form gets processed and the Embassy sends me new food. That, or the harvest season, which those flooded farms will now  have to be substituted. 

I sat down, been on my legs too long, and it was warm since I was out there in the growing wind for most of my day.

I thought about it earlier when the task of giving food grew monotonous. There was still  unaccounted for resources in the flooded area. It’d just be a short trip.

Memory Transcription Subject: Comstilirnt, Free Antennae Recruit

Date [Standardized Human Time] March 13, 2137
Time [Adjusted Sillis Time] 3545/3600

The days fire left us in the shadow of its extinguished form. The night sky lays ahead bringing the cold and the wind, shuffling the branches above me with god's rhythm. The feeling of dread never left my antennae since meeting the human once again. The tall thing looked right over my head, slowly peering down behind that visor, accusing me after it gave me extra food to help the hermit. It was so strange.

The odd human food pack is unique, using plastic and sand to heat up this strange ‘porridge’, bags within bags. I had spent an [hour] of my time to find any taint about it, searching the forums to see if this was a ploy to keep infecting us, to- to return us as we once were. The thought makes me shudder. But… at least the forums tell me that this plastic bags of food were without *meat* by design when stamped in green color. I felt fuller than ever. 

My holopad flashed, the alarm going off. I took all that was left of the human food pack and stuffed it in my satchel, and returned to our work. Following the dirt path down the greater hill to camp, even from here, I can see that the flood raised by another three [22.4 cm]. I and my compatriots are doing everything we can to divert the waters to keep it from flooding the entirety of our homes. 

My squad leader hissed a warning somewhere, followed by an explosion behind me. The wind, strengthened by Sillis’s anger, pulled the dust aside to show how we still had much more work to do. Parallel to the hills crest was a waterway that the Chteltik farms drained into, and if we blast the stone away, the rogue waters will stop rising and flow to that waterway. A dozen of us is not enough to get the stone away in time, I will be ahead at where the flooding flows into town to try and block it.

Camp is now desolate, the rising water making it into a shore where three of our boxes have disappeared in the murk. The rest of our explosives are back with leader, as is the food I had brought back. My plasma rifle is still here, and I retrieved it to make way to where this flood was flowing into town.

Leader showed me this trick, to pull away the power cartridge from the rifle to use as a lantern. While unseen inside the rifle, the power cartridge glows rather brightly after the first bursts for a time. It still glows now, a purple hue on black chitin. It is enough to help me traverse the flooded edge without problem, and it is a relaxing shade of color over the grey bark of trees. So I march with the rifle over my shoulder, purple light in my opposite claw.

The view of this natural dam could’ve been beautiful if the high fire was out, but the only light now was of the twin moon and myself. The twins gave white light to see that the water was murky and full of branches, leaves, and mud. No matter, seeing the ships breach atmosphere have ruined the view forever.

I keep thinking about that hermit.

There was another explosion and I paused to see the black dust rise into dark skies. There were no cheers, and our job continues. 

So I continue. I took one of those bags from my satchel, and under my purple light, it read gibberish in human language. Once open, it was two thin squares the length of my mandible with many indents. It reminded me of the stone tiles they use for the aqueducts. It was dense yet broke easily, flaking off small bits with each bite. The taste was bland, like ground Chteltick seeds, that left a hushed taste of the same plant leaves. It was not bad, but it doesn’t compare to the red seed fruit at the market.

Did I anger the human? 

I grasped my antennae to cease the shivers. My mind should be here, in the now. This is no place for fear and memories.

I made it to where the hills narrow and met, where the collected water rose and pushed the dirt forward to town. Now it’s a gap between the natural barriers, and we need to fill it to keep the flooding at bay. There are already a number of tree’s felled and put into the gap, stuck, which was the hard part since we had no heavy equipment.

The cartridge is back into the rifle, and using the shape of the shadows, I lined the tip up against the base of a small manageable tree.

*Tsznk*

The bright light flashed and the plasma scorched into the tree leaving a hollow cavity inside lined with hot embers. It wasn’t enough to fall, so I repeated the action. 

*Tsznk*

*Tzxcht*

The sound was as a crack, and the cavities left the tall tree little support.

*Tzxssst  CRACK* 

Finally, the tree bore no more strength to hang on and fell, luckily, forward and partially into the water. I brought out the Cartridge for light, and tried to push against the bottom of the tree to get it fully in. My claws dug into the burnt wood, the heat searing. 

I couldn’t move it. 

I tried again and again, with only a sudden but short lurch to show for my effort. I placed the light between my mandibles, pressed my head against the wood away from my eyes, and pushed with everything. It didn’t work, so I pushed more. Then more. And more and more. My home was on the line, so I kept pushing, and it hurt with passion. 

I was so tense, I thought for a moment that the cartridge between my mandibles would be crushed, but relief came when the tree finally gave in. It LAUNCHED forward and floated in the waters. I raised the cartridge above my head, trying to see it flow to the blockade we had started. Slow and steady, until it finally pressed up on the barrier and joined the structure. The backup plan worked perfectly, and I couldn’t help but laugh with joy. Now, I just need to do it a couple more times.

“Huh, I wondered what that was.” A low barking voice whispered behind me.

I felt all of my limbs push me forward into the mud away from it, I screamed in panic. Behind me was the predator, the HUMAN, far from home and prowling in the dark. With purple light shaking the shadows, his shape changed and I steadied my rifle at him to kill him once and for all.

Silence, I didn’t dare say a word as it stood there dumbly, head tilted as it looked to the side slowly. The purple light of the cartridge bounced off that decrepit visor, the shadows hanging high on the human. It smiled, SMILED, regaling in its surprise attacks success that it quickly hid under its lips. 

“Ya know you can’t shoot without ammo, yeah? I had the same issue a while ago. Not fun when you get in a little trouble.” 

Trouble? Oh god, I was right, it is angry at me. Of course it is, and now it’s here to kill me. 

“I thought you looked familiar. Not just back at my place- well, actually, yeah back at my place. Not today, just a while ago.”

Oh no.

“You were there at the attack, right?” It sounded so happy at the revelation. “Gunner on top of the vehicle. One HELL of a crack shot for an alien. Dunno why I recognized you, even under the cloth you looked like a black pearl with green eyes. But I do, it just took me a second.”

I tried to keep the urge to run down, my legs writhing, I can’t console my antennae. I needed to run, but I couldn't. If I run, he’ll only catch up, all the reports say that they will ALWAYS catch up. Maybe if I get close enough, I can get the Cartridge, It’s only two paces away.

The thing exhaled slowly into a growl. “Calm down, kid, I’m not killing you for something you were ordered to do.”

“Y-You arrre… Not?” My words slid across my mandibles, grinding out my words to a slur.

The predator flinched, pressing a paw to his ear. “No! No! Quit your, *augh*, whining and get up.” 

The predator stepped closer, and I couldn’t do as it ordered, merely a stumble as I crawled forward. The light started shifting, the human had the cartridge in his paws and kept the precious ammo away from me, securing it’s safety and… and… This- this was the plan all along. Without ammo, I can’t cut the trees, everything will flood and we will all die!

He tossed the cartridge right in front of me. Within a legs distance.

“Wanna be a hero, Kid?” It said quietly, going back to how it usually acts at the emergency ration building. “That makeshift dam still needs to be filled, and I don’t need to wake up in water. Again, not here to kill you.”

I still couldn’t move. Nothing was making sense. The translation was slow, and the information was… something. A person known for courage and achievement. Is it making a deal with me?

“Still in there?” It asked, kneeling down. “I swear, if you just fainted-”

I shook my head as much as I could, a predator could never resist easy food.

“Oh! Good. Well, come on, we have a job to do. Use that gun of yours to get the trees down and I’ll push them in the water.”

Was I not the one to get the log in? The predator was the one to do so. And I… felt useless again. 

I finally got off of the dirt and looked up at the Human. I was a bit shaky, but I still got a good look at them with the cartridge in hand. Thick muscle trying to hide under the grey cloth, black tufts of hair.

“I will… be a hero?” I chittered.

“Well sure, kid, I’d rather you take all the credit anyway. I don't need Free Antenna knowing I was here. And… it’s not like I can just cut the trees down without a tool myself. You are doing something here to save the good folks at home.”

I looked at the rifle in my hands, feeling a new weight on the weapon. Same one I used that day. 

After a moment, I let my antennae sooth over time before I went to the next smaller tree and repeated the process.

*Tzst*

*Tszrnt*

*Tzxcht* 

The wood creaked but didn’t fall. It was a bit thicker than the last, but before I placed another shot, the human asked me to step aside. He stepped back five paces, looked the tree up and down, and bolted toward it. I fell on my abdomen, the sight of a human running as fast as they could was as terrifying as an Arxur sculking the road.

*CRACK*

The human collided with the wood and both fell. The tree was half submerged in the water, and the human is now in the mud. Without light, I could hardly see him there, but he got up and patted his legs, moving his arm out in these strange motions. I never thought they would be as hard as metal, and they also groaned like metal. 

“What’re you looking at?” The human ignored my murmur of a response, he seemed strained. “Get to shooting trees and I’ll handle the rest! Come on, we got a town to save!”

“Y-Yes!” I said aloud and turned away to get to the next tree quickly. I shouldn’t anger the human again, or worse, shoot at them again… I will angle myself away from them just in case. 

And we will save the town. 

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u/Frosty-Can-2775 — 10 days ago

Why Bugs

Here's homework. Also just practice to stretch my brain out, so there's a lot of unrelated stuff ish.

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Memory Transcription Subject: Marianne Louise, Sillis Emergency Relief Liaison

Date [Standardized Human Time] March 11, 2137
Time [Adjusted Sillis Time] 2846/3600

The day I was introduced to the Ambassador Program, I, like half of the other participants, were labeled as ‘Irregular’ on our job portfolios. Irregular for what? Many things apparently. 

The Label was dependent on a number of factors and given for many reasons. Some of us had a history with government jobs the UN officials of the Ambassador Program recognized as influential. Certain names go to certain places for their own benefit. Some people that let me in the know were part of that group. During my processing, I know that some folks got the label by showing a high aptitude for social politics or were sounder of mind. The good guys one would initially think, very charismatic people. Sometimes people got the label for their Zealous beliefs in the UN, the part of the survey I personally dreaded most. 

Suck it up or make it up. 

I and few others were selected as Irregulars for our, and I quote, “unique fixation or aptitude for unique species.” 

‘Dan the Big Man’, a large French jolly fellow, apparently had both the charisma and the adoration of fluffy things to be sent to Venlil Prime. I can’t remember the name of what organization got the big bastard, but they should be glad for it. Only knew him for a week in the housing we were given during our processing, but I know he’ll do great things. Wish him the best alongside the other fellows he went with. 

Olivia Balse was a medic. She did not talk much about herself, and I can’t blame her. But, she had an extremely high aptitude for Avian things. Perhaps she owned birds. Either way, due to her medical history and that high aptitude she was sent to yet another organization I can’t remember. I think it was a medical group with Krakotle, or maybe it was Duerten. Still, I can’t remember.

I, in all of my glorious mundane life, was a hard stump on the UN officials trying to figure out where I should go. I think they were about to send me off to some far away UN station for Labor relief because I wasn’t much of a vegan. I would not mind that sort of job. But, one of the sections of our processing was a simple observation of our reactions to images of the other sentient species. They went down the list, showing a series of that species in different expressions, different colors of fur and feather, scars and wounds, as well as corpses. This was definitely the part that determined our aptitude for different species. How we react, disdain, intrigue, neutrality. I didn’t mind any of them. Yet somehow, that is exactly what got me on Sillis. 

The wet, hot, windy planet called Sillis, populated almost entirely by bugs. Tilfish. Large meshed eyes, pincers and smooth skin. With ant legs and a big ol’ spider bottom. Just because I didn’t have a bad reaction to seeing the Tilfish, the only one in my group who didn’t have a bad reaction to seeing the Tilfish, I was immediately shipped off to this literally blasted planet. 

Now, don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate Sillis. Certainly don’t hate the Tilfish. The planet itself is a wonder to learn about, and the constant tropical season was only a little bit of a pain in my ass. Standing here at the SERL building patio offered me a beautiful view of the local town and mountains ahead of it to my right, with tall vibrant trees and greenery that crept into everything. Nature was in everything, wood homes, tended moss roads, even natural water flowed in from the mountains along the central pathway. This is a bit of an rural area for the Tilfish, so when the Raid happened a few months prior it wasn’t hit too bad.

Keyword, “too bad”. On my left was literally nothing. Once the bombs dropped, there used to be the rest of the city over there. Now it’s a great big pit of mud and slag and, given the location, eventually it will be a nice lake scar.

Besides the reason why I am here, I had another issue for being sent here. Seeing the Tilfish isn’t much of a problem. Even better when they aren’t actually there. These people meandering about, doing their best, still twist the hairs on my back. It’s not that I can't see their eyes, like how they can’t see mine under the visor, I can’t tell where they are looking. I can’t get the feeling of being watched away from me by not being able to see the watcher. I’m not sure, it’s hard to describe. And their way of speaking grates on my ears, the translation is fine, always, but that dull sound of their clicks and groans and grinds are earsplitting. I don’t run away, I don’t scream, I don’t attack them just by seeing them, but I still hate the feeling they give me. Even if I don’t show it so well. 

Ahead of me, the road that borders both the live and dead was a small market. I assume they made it a market in defiance of the destruction. Tilfish, grey and black and brown and silvery, passing along jars, communing and talking in those quiet but filling clicks. I can’t help not to shudder, that rising feeling of tension. I am watched. 

Oh. Right, I am actually watched. There was one right there walking up to me. Brown color with a hint of red, like a brick, tending to their antennae as they approached confidently. It only makes sense; this is the only one that actually speaks to me outside of work. 

Grabbing my Holopad, I turned my Translator back on to greet her. “Amirl, joining the market finally?” 

Amirl brushed aside their antennae, shifting their head side to side in, if I’m right, a teasing motion. “No, I will not be joining this season's market. I am visiting my Aduirl to help her sell the last of her reserves. The… Pomegranate was a fine addition to her jam.” Thankfully, the translator helps me determine the speaker's gender, visually it’s impossible for me to tell, but this helps me whenever I meet new folks. “However, I assume you are not working alone with your translator off.”

“Ahh, you caught me, don’t report me to the UN embassy three towns over, nooooooo… Hah.” The joke wasn’t well received. “It’s my day off, Amirl.”

The translator made a noise, like a chuckle, the silent kind under stifled lips, but beneath it was the real one Amirl had, that quiet groan- or rather a honk? “Maybe I should report you to the embassy for losing your stock, mister Louise. I still need more pomegranates for myself.” 

Amirl continued to quietly honk-wheeze while staring at me as I looked confused. Frankly, I hadn’t a clue about what the reddish Tilfish was on, but I did recognize something else I hadn’t heard. A dull chatter in the background, not from the market but closer. A sound of movement. More laughter nearby?

I was going to turn around, but halfway through the motion, I stepped on something that absolutely should not be there. With a great hiss, I jumped from the thing as I saw the image of a massive spider now clung to my foot, sending me past over the patio stairs and onto the wet cold mossy mud. 

Memory Transcription Subject: Amirl, Entertained Tilfish

Date [Standardized Human Time] March 11, 2137
Time [Adjusted Sillis Time] 2858/3600

Children are a blessed part of life, as they are both the chaos we need and the reason for our survival. They are the next generation, and they will be what’s left of us when we die. I share this view with the Human, a discussion we shared between what he called Mead. 

Yet to I, it is so absurd how much the human has come to adore even the most alien of children. He may not act like the humans before him, but I can still feel the fear he has for us, and more so of our children. Strange how it is the smallest of us to incite that strange fear the predator tries to hide frivolously. The only fear Louise has. The Louise who was sent into the mud, a great predator, by the youngest child. 

After a moment to recover, mostly Louise finding that visor for public regard, he rounded up the three troublemakers that terrify this poor predator. Ashirl, Kirthnt, and Mirnt. Kirthnt admitted that the three of them had been sneaking around the predator while he was on his “Daily gaze time” and doing so unnoticed because of how freakishly tall the predator was. Even if he had looked down, I doubted he would see down far enough to notice the three children marching around him and entering the supply room then dragging food out. 

While it is hard to say how long this trickery lasted, after enough embarrassment of having the predator publicly berate them in front of the Emergency Relief house for many minutes, they eventually showed Louise the spot beside the house where they had placed their collected goods. A many berries, those delicious Pomegranates, my own donated Rasals, and one coco of nut. The last was something Louise said was his personal reserve. This, I think, impressed him.

“I’m Sowwy.” The silver one, Ashirl, said honestly.

“I believe you.” Louise growled out.

“We won’t do it again.” Kirthnt, the grey one pleaded, not even bothering to lower his antennae.

“I certainly don’t believe you.” Louise exhaled. His head tilted away from the three lined up before him, again trying to flush out that brazen fear. 

He then looked to the black one, Mirnt, who said nothing. Louise only nodded once he saw Mirnt’s antennae droop down in earnest embarrassment.

And, in this, I can see his adoration for these children. For his fear in the child, he makes way to the pantry with conviction…

Memory Transcription Subject: Marianne Louise, Tired Human

Date [Standardized Human Time] March 11, 2137
Time [Adjusted Sillis Time] 2901/3600

I can’t help but to feel bad. I’m covered in mud and moss, so are they, except the kids usually can’t be without. Then again, the issue is actually with the rationing system. There is only so much food I can give to people and families. After the bombs, in this place at least, more than plenty of children were displaced, and families, miniature orphanages really, get the same amount of food as three individuals. These tiny spiderlings, harrowing, are still just hungry children. 

Illegal actions, I can’t condone it but today will be their pass. It is supposed to be my day off anyway. And I’ve done my fair share of bad things long ago. At least I caught them this time. Or did Amirl catch them? I really couldn’t tell they were at my feet. The image of little spiders crawling up my leg gave me the shivers.

Hopefully, if this can at least deter them for the week, I’ll just set them up with some goody bags, and they’ll leave without a fuss. 

Arms full, I’m back to the Tilfish, already bracing for their squeaky chitter chatter of excitement. “Okay! Okay, calm down.” Placing the bags down, I stopped Kirthnt from rushing up and taking the bags with an arm. “Hey, promise me you’re not going to steal from my pantry again, okay? A lot of people are depending on this, and I don’t need to be getting a kid sent away. Who would be watching Ashirl for me, huh?”

Kirthnt, that rascal, actually looked like he understood a bit of what I said. Probably to heart, but that’s only wishful thinking. “I-I understand.” 

I gave him a bag, and he stood by his better half, Mirnt who stepped forward right after.

“I don’t need to tell you twice to think about what you’re telling these two and what can happen from it. You’re smart enough to know better, bud.”

And of course, he didn’t say anything back. Even for an ant-spider, he was hard to read. Mainly out of irritation, I ruffled his smooth head and shifted his antennae, undoubtedly irritating him and handing him a bag. “Now go home you two, it’s getting late.”

They started to leave, but Kirthnt looked back, both hands on the bag close to his body, green leaves tickling at his mandibles. “I… really am sorry.” 

“Go on, I’ll feel better when I know you guys are home safe.” I waved them off, only looking at the last of the miscreants as the rest left.

Frankly, she is the worst of them. The one that does the most and the least, can never leave or reappear without breaking something. Both my back and my heart. I scooped up the silver Tilfish and gave her an apple from the last bag. She weighed no more than a kitten but still had the claws of an adult. And the one that would’ve killed the littler me if I had seen her chewing at this apple in my arms. Now, without her magically appearing from thin air beneath my boot, I actually feel warm with them in my arms. 

“Did you have enough fun, Amirl?” I questioned the red one still in the house. It’s not as though she was in here thinking I was an actual danger to the kids, not like a while ago. This time, I think she stayed for genuine curiosity. “I thought you were helping your sister man her stall.”

“It will still be up for a few more hours. I will pay her back with some gossip and all will be forgiven.” 

I can’t help but to sigh at the oncoming headache. “Just give me a warning before she comes for her next ration.”

“No.” Amirl stepped and grabbed the last bag. “But maybe I will consider it if you gave me extra pomegranate?”

I shook my head. 

“Then I will not. Have a wonderful sun fire! Thank you for the entertainment.” Amirl scurried off and out of the house, finally leaving me with some peace and quiet. 

“Ashirl…” I looked at the silver child in my arm, it’s always hard to tell what’s going on in their head. I lost enough steam from the other two kids that now there simply was no point in saying more about it. Not to this little one. I doubt she’d even grow up to remember it. “Let’s go take a nap.”

“Noooooooooooooowwwwaaaaa” The immediate wails of a spider not wanting to take a nap assailed my ears, and at this point, I’ve gotten used to it enough to simply ignore it as we made our way to the couch. 

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