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the last photo is my right wrist to compare. The photos are really bad but I tried to highlight the crater

I have been trying to progress on my push ups and have been making zero progress because of this wrist pain. I think it started 3-4 yrs ago when I went through a brief calisthenic phase where I was doing elbow levers But I’m unsure if it’s related. I have a very noticeable dip/crater on the back of my left wrist. I thought maybe it could be a missing bone ligament or tendon that got dislocated or move. When I attempt to compare it to the same spot on my right wrist, it is relatively flat. But when I flex my left wrist forward there’s a very obvious crater/dip. It causes a lot of pain when I attempt to do push-ups or even just hold a push-up position to where I can barely hold my body weight much less push-up, and down.

I have tried stretching, resting, icing, and doing things such as a prayer stretch which hurt sometimes, but I can push through it. I have tried to see if it could be an occult dorsal ganglion cyst. Unfortunately, I am in a weird situation where I cannot seek medical help or have a medical professional look at it with an ultrasound. It’s been super frustrating. I can do fist push ups very well and they feel great but the pain on my left wrist when I bend it back or even when i bend it back with my hand hurts very much and is impossible to push through.

If anyone knows what this could be or has had this before or seen it please let me know. Any tips, tricks, cures or advice is very welcome. I’m at a loss of what it could be and what to do. My right wrist hurt sometimes as well and but it’s been doing good for a while so far. I apologize in advance if the photos aren’t that good it is hard to really highlight where it is when taking a photo and I do not have the best camera quality but I hope you’re able to see it relatively well. 🙏

hi! so I read a few of these fanfics a while ago and haven’t been able to find them so I was hoping someone on here might remember the title or where they were

the first one was about how lexas viewed as almost like owned by her people and that her body is just a vessel. Clarke tries to be intimate with lexa and i think they go all the way. lexa is very checked out and her heart isn’t in it. Clarke later find out Lexa was just doing it because she thought it would make her happy and protect the peace in the alliance and in reality she was assaulting lexa in a way. Clarke finds out and feels awful. thats mainly what i can remember

the second story was about Lexa and how she’s neurodivergent I think she was autistic but I can’t find the story when I search for that particular tag. as commander she cannot be overwhelmed or stim and so she represses it and constantly masks. in grounder culture things like Autism or stuff like that isn’t recognized or something very known so lexa hides. its something she is ashamed about and hides well. I thinkkkk when she was younger titus or someone would chain her while she stimmed and caused her to think there was something broken with her. I could be mixing stuff up but it was sort of that idea

for the last one it was kind of a weird story but it was about Lexa and Abby. abby dislikes Lexa and is quite harsh despite recognizing how young she is. I don’t remember much but Abby assaults Lexa or abuses her medical power to make lexa vulnerable. Clarke find out and is furious. i honestly don’t remember much about this story but yeah

anyways if anyone remembers or has these stories that would be so wonderful. finding fics on ao3 can be so hard and I’ve looked a good amount. there’s a chance they could have been deleted but I don’t believe so. thanks for any help in advanced!

Painful crater/dip on back of wrist

Trying to find this fanfic!