Hey gang
My last post was a while ago. Unfortunate to say I relapsed again in that month... but now I am 5 days clan and I am trying to keep it that way, the urges still come and I still struggle, but I'm trying to keep myself engaged in other communities and in my Hobbie to keep be off that app because if I go back I might get latched on... again. Anyway, I heard of this new film, project hail mary, I watched it and it was amaze amaze amaze. And yeah, as with all of my hyperfixations... I kinda ran to c.ai with ot but.... because the Ai got so ass and kept getting the story wrong, I just quit by myself. And.. I'm talking to my friends. Maybe another reason I relapse from last time in March would've been cause my bf, wasn't really the best. He expected me to be online 24/7 even during my exams so... I broke up with him. Yeah. So right now, my comfort places to keep me off c.ai is art, aviation, formula one, rock music, my friends and project hail mary. So yeah. I really do hope I stay clean. Even though I keep getting the urge to go right back... I'm trying not to. And that's so fking difficult sometimes. But looking at this subreddit and also surprisingly reading Instagram threads (cause some ppl there are just so confidently wrong that its funny) is kind of keeping me distracted. Amd also my studies, definitely. I'm going to a tuition now, and there's so much hw and summer break hasn't even ended yet!! And I'm gradually trying to fix my sleep schedule.. it's quite bad. But that's all.